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♥ Thursday, August 13, 2009

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wow ..
had a great fun during ndp..haha
fie...ion kat orchard bukan somerset...
itu OC-orchard center..hahaha
apa daa bdae boy...haha..
then me n ayda lead them tuu ION
walk n walk to ion sambil carik tmpt mkn..hahah
but me n aydaa nye siak...
takley ang...
nak sgt kan g town... nak sgt kan g mamam kat food court nie semua kann...ahahah...
amek korg.. ikot la kite dua...ahahha
atlast dapt tapi... peh mahal...ahaha
ala tkpa asal kan dapat ddk n minom air sudaaa..ahaha
then afta all that we go n take bus go ct hall
was suppose to watch firework at padang..
but then atlast we stuck watch at marina..grr!
but nevamind...had fun...take foto all that...haha

afta all that we suppose go ton at fort canning..then..atlast azri say go to his aunty chalet..
then wait for aizad n ernie...aiy0o...peh lama....pening kaki gua tgu..ahaha..
waited for him like almost 1hr like that...grrr!!haha.
then atlast they arrived!!! so azri n zul proceed first to pasir ris...tkt aunty die tdo...
then we plan take mrt but the mrt 100% full...so we decide to go down to bugis take bus..
so we walk n walk to the bugis...wow!! so tired..n hot sia!! ahaha... stop at the 711 buy drink n food..then proceed again...atlast bus also full...then we manage to squeeze all in the bus..haha...was so funny..haha...

i was so damn tired n hot sia in the bus...stand til if i not wrong somewhere at argh cant remember..nevamind...hahah....sat down wahh leg all so cramp..ahaha...
then blablabla...reach at the pasir ris chalet ... azri's mum all ask we to eat...so eat all that...haha..then suddenly i can tergerak hati see my watch..exactly 12am...then i straight wish fiee...HAppy Birthday...ahaha..everyone da look at him..ahaha...then he kena sabo by abg zack first with water..ahahah...n me very the last with ice water..ahahahah....then one by one give him punch...he bargain n bargain everyone dont pucnh 18 ...so everyone give 3 punch each...haha..

then blablabla...aahhha...we get bored...they plan go walk2..then i was stuck kak eda ask me to follow go back with her...i was alaaa....then luckily she went to toilet n they were at mac kol up azid..den i tell ena i say u both go home first k..i need to meet them also cos their things is at me..hahah...then walk2 til ehub chill over there..i was like gosh so tired like wanna go ome n sleep..ahaha...so we chill there listen to music all that then kene halau...so we walk out from ehub..we go to beach ddk kat waterbreaker..til there til 4.30...then we decide to walk2 slowly2 go mac buuy food chill again take foto...then my stomach make prob damn pain sia..but then i kept quiet..ahaha...then i say it 5.30....lets go home...they were ok goooo.....then reach at the bustop fie's fie reach first..i was like grrr...when bus 21 going to reach my stomach is making trouble...so i light up a cigg smoke...hahah...then atlast 21 reach...then reach home!!!!!!!!!!!

home sweet home!!

to FIE ; fie t ek lao ku cukop duit ku belanja kao ben n jerry ok..now canot uh...money no enough..ahaha..ok ... happy birthday hopefully u had fun...

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♥ Wednesday, August 5, 2009

this what we eat within less then an hour

so damn messy

azwin n syazwan

dee and syazwan

azwin

dee

syazwan

the food n drinks

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had alot of fun slacking with you guys.ahaha.. its been a long time since last year with syazwan..maklum laa tak abes abes dengan word CAMP..ahaha..at 6.30 go out of the house meet up with azwin n syazwan at azwin block but clash with someone..OMG! grr...can't tell what happen..sorry..confidential..ahaha..actually nothing...ask that person go where all that..then continue walk go azwin's block..but in the end syazwan reach first..poor him have to wait for the princess and prince to come down..ahaha...azwin ask to faster reach but in the end he's the one thats late..cheebyedog..ahaha..

we talk n talk ..smoke n smoke..eat n eat..drink n drink..not even 1 hour our table full of food n drinks..haha...we had alots of talking to say..ahah..talk laugh til my ribcage so pain..can't control laughing...

then a group of mat moto reach one by one then we feel like akward...haha...then azwin say sit at the park..but in the end...we walk for one whole round from azwin's block then walk pass my block then you know what..in the end we sit the void deck NEAR AZWIN's BLOCK..cheebyedog..ahaha...sit there then ternampak dier lak..aiy0o...so leceh sia..mane sini die..sialan tol..ahaha..after few mins zul n ali pon sampai..ahaha...then haizad...then slack...slack slack...til haizad sound KORG TAK PANAS KER..ahaha...then we say yea panas..so he decide shift to dorm..ahaha...so all go there...but before go i sempat look behind n see..hahaha...he look at me..ahahahha....k i know lame..but can't control la..

in the end...blablabla....lazy to type all...after screening with polis we sit at PG..talk talk smoke smoke smoke then go back..ahahha...thats all..he make my day smile..hahha..kk shut up...don't mention about it..hahha... =)

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why today i keeps clash with that guy. why must it be him. why when i wanna forget about him, his face will appear infront of me and in my dream..why..whats is all abouut...can someone expain it to me, why is this happening to me or is there something that needs to be say in my heart but it can't get it out ?

haish..why is this happening to me again. why must be him thats really change it. i had enough of it last time but know his turn..why..but why my feeling is totally different after you left..why it become more worst then ever..

if i know it will turn it up like this i shouldn't have talk to you and become like this. i've regret knowing you in the first place. but from what i've see.. i'm glad you are happy with your life.. its nice to see your face with a smile..but i'm not sure if thats a fake smile or what..now i can only show you my fake smile..but i may not let you know whats is in my heart now.

if you want to know..do as what i say..just carry on with your life, study hard and aim for what you want to do..thats will tells you whats is in my heart..kk..i just want you to be a happy guy..

to someone else if this post hurts you..im sorry..because i have no where else to let it out..so this is the only place i can..and i know you will read it..i'm sorry..and i think you know who..i'm sorry..

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♥ Tuesday, August 4, 2009

ashar, i can't really talk to you face to face it will be useless n no meaningfull so this is just for you. this is the only way i can show it to you. i'm really sorry to hurt you and leave you just like that and go to the another guy thats in my heart now. we are not meant to be together as theres a block for us to love each other. i'm so sorry. i just want you to forget about me.i'm sorry if we can't be together.and i can't love you no more because my heart is really taken by someone else i hope you can accept the fate.i know he could take care of me.but no matter what just remember you are always in my heart beacause you are brave enough to let out your feeling to me even we know each other just in the short time and cried for me but no matter what our memories i will always rememeber.

ASHAR, maafkanlah aku kerana aku tak bisa temani tidurmu. ASHAR lupakanlah aku jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku. kau lelaki terhebat yang penah singgah dihatiku. kau lelaki yang tegar.aku mohon lupakan aku. sudahlah jangan menangis lagi ku rasa cukup sampai disini mungkin di suatu saat nanti kau temui cinta yang sejati.sudahlah cepat lupakanlah aku.jangan penah ungkit masa lalulku takut kekasihku pun tahu kau penah menhadi sempananku.

hopefully you could accept this. i'm sorry ASHAR.please do take care of yourself don't ever do stupid stuff.acheive what you want to.don't let the sadness stop you from what you want to do.thanks for everything i do appreciate it alot.i'm sorry.

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